I clench my arms around my legs to feel anything and pull them towards me..why can't they see me?
I feel the heart and my heart is hurting. I am too ashamed of feelings of worthlessness to ask for help so feel frozen like ice.
I see a large furry animal, a big dog in front of me. He comes up with big friendly eyes. He's crouching down but close enough for me to feel the care and concern. Laying my head on his side I feel relieved.
Something has acknowledged me. I want him to stay, not abandon me like everybody else.
He stays for long enough to feel my heart warm a tiny bit.